Saturday, January 13, 2007

): sick once again.





boyfriend help!
mixueLOVESyou
Saturday, January 13, 2007



Wednesday, January 10, 2007

(:

CLEAN WHITE SHINY TEETH * grinns.
haha
GUESS WHAT! I woke up at o745am when god mummie called to wake up at 63o and i went back to sleep and my dental APPT. was at 8AM!!!! (: how late i was. i took the cabb down to health promotion boardd. whee~ haha i got a nice lady doctor today.

yupps yupps. POLISH + SCALING. but got one badd newws! i need go for minor operation for my stupid stupid 2 WISDOM TOOTH cos they grew at an angle. so sadd horr. and the worst part is that after the operation right the mouth will swell! *imagine me with that SWOLLEN FACE* YUCKS. yeah then i will have 10 days mc as well ( how nice*) but heard its gonna be very painful. so i don know whether i should do one at a time or both at one go!

5 days seem so hardd to get by la. dada ! how ?

yupp boyfriend was suppose to go with me today he got an appt too. but he OVERSLEPT and said he was too tired. so well its okies (: i went alone. never felt so independent before. lalalala.
then i went to sengkang bought some food for boyfriend and me! then went to his house.

after eating, we got on our way to SCHOOL FOR ME and WORK FOR HIM. bleahhs =)
but the thing is even eileen is suprise that im in school so early TODAY! WHEN I DUN LIKE TO APPEAR FOR LESSONS. guess what i can even pon class for research. BAHHS. well im here for a 4 HOURS RESEARCH PERIOD AND I ONLY JUST GOT STARTED and im blogging instead of researching!

hahahs. go ahead laugh! i know what korkor will say when he see this entry. BAH HELL TO YOU BROTHER!

(: alrighty back to research.

meeting baby later at 8pm (: for MIX he got no clue wheres that la. =x

mm i haven got over the whole matter yet but well its okay im taking it slow.
confided in boyfriend, and he was understanding he knows how i feel about it.
silly baby it aint ur fault alright. so dun get so apologetic about it darling.



eileen eileen faster come to school i know you are reading this entry soon. get ur arse here LIKE NOW!

mixueLOVESyou
Wednesday, January 10, 2007



Sunday, January 07, 2007

i should not mention names here.


WELL HELLO?! DONT HAVE TO BE SO RUDE EVEN IF YOU DONT HAVE SELFDISCIPLINE ALRIGHT.

* just some anger words i wanna say .


i dunno wads so wrong with being nice to people. and sometimes me (being forgetful) tends to do things abit slower and just when i remember all the stupid things just happened.

i mean washing 2 plates so hard mehs? must quarrel and pin point who to do it ar. i was about to step out to do the washing then quarrel began. HELLO WADS WRONG?! i feel so freaking frustrated la ok.

not just because of 2 plates 2 pairs of utensils. but the WORDS. THE DAMN FUCKING HURTING WORDS. i could just feel hundreds of piercings through my body, with those words.
wad did i do wrong? i tried to be as nice as i can. i tried not to go against you even when im totally fucked up with wad u done . bf was nice enough to stand up for me but i know its of no use.

i mean this is how i get treated. AND MIND YOU, IM STILL A GUEST AS LONG AS I DO NOT LIVE IN THAT PLACE. wad the hell larhs.

guess wad i only have some words for YOU: WU LI QU NAO & YE MAN.
i do not usually bear grudges but from now on , you AND I DECLARED ONLY YOU WILL BE THE ONE I BEAR GRUDGES ON.

know wad i wanna say as well, it seems that u are the one who is starting all the quarrels with the 4 people who are present including me. but all different timings. im not trying to be rude here but i mean MY MOTHER DUN EVEN SPEAK THIS WAY WITH ME. NOR TO MY FRIENDS.



today u hurt not only my feelings but my pride as well.
PLUS! the confidence to be with my dada.
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, January 07, 2007




she promised to stay by my side forever when i was 5 years old.
she promised she will stand by me when i was 10 years old.
she promised to be there and make me happy and hug me to sleep when i was 15 years old.

all these dreams shattered ; they shattered on the 29th of dec 2005. when she took that aeroplane and left me crying on my mother's shoulder, seeing her cry while she entered the departure hall.

whenever i fall sick and cry now..
i dun have that much care and concern from anyone
except her.
the one who show me what is sacrifice, what is love, what is a sister, what is life, what is all abt being good.



30th dec2005

i miss her but it got better cos i got a special someone to help me feel better thats randada... these were a year ago.. but it seems so last week and im starting to cry all over again..

i m so sad.
mixueLOVESyou
Sunday, January 07, 2007